i am in my own world

2010-08-10T11:33:00.003+08:00

Working life suck big time man!!!
I want to quit my job and change to a new one!!
probably 711.. hahahaha...
I'm tired of working.. very very tired!!'

exams are coming up soon and i have not study...
I DON'T WANT TO FAIL MY EXAMS!!
my previous test failed badly.. so freaking bad.
i need to buck up!!
but i am not in the mood to study.. :(

2010-08-06T13:42:00.003+08:00

New skin has been change.

I wanted to change the url but no idea.

wow!! Look at the date now and the last time i posted..

what a big difference isn't it??

this just shows how i lazy i can get!! Damn dilah... YOU MUST BE DISCIPLINE!! :P

school semester 1 would end soon meaning = HOLIDAY IS COMING UP!! yay!

i need to hang out with my old friends.. miss them a lot!!!

But nevertheless, i would miss my classmate in E37G.. who are funny, crazy, noisy, and cool.

2010-07-08T23:04:00.001+08:00

I wish i could cheer her up...

Don't be sad or cranky... im here for you..

2010-05-25T09:37:00.002+08:00

my blog has been abandoned by me for 2 months.
I'm officially a lazy person cause no time and not in the mood to
update it. My blog is really dead.

Poly had started a month ago on 15/4/2010.
Well, poly was great, classmate are cool and fun..
but the studies.. well, not so..

i miss hanging out with my bestfriends/cousin..
all are in different school.. im the only one in rp..
so freaking sad...even though i have made a lot
of friends.. :(

watched Shrek the final chapter in 3D with iqah and rai..
so damn funny and cute! especially puss .. hahha..
so fat yet so cute face... feel like hugging it like a teddy bear!!!!

2010-03-25T14:09:00.003+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY!!!! YAY!!!
Happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy BIRHDAY TO ME AGAIN!!
HAppy BIRHDAY TO ME!!!
*clap* yay!!

that's how i celebrate my birthday at home.
i cut the cake, make the candle, song birthday song and blow it all by myself.
hahahhaha.. it sounds and look sad but actually not..
hahahha.. actually i wouldn't mind lah.. as long as
my family knew when is my birthday, im happy alrdy..
not expecting like a big celebration or what..
the important thing is they must buy me a cake
and im happy alrdy. if no cake also , i think i may
buy it myself. hahahahha.. k lame..

will be celebrating my birthday with bestfriends...
sure there is fun.. hahaha... well.. bye now..

2010-03-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

A month had past and my blog looks like crap. haha..
probably because im not updating. should change it lah ehk..
change my blog's skin and my url.. i guess.. hmm.. wonder
what url is suitable for me?? hmm??
any suggestion?

well, in few more minutes i will turn 18!!1 woohoo!!!
can pretty much do anything i want. can go clubbing, buy
a cigarette for a friend. heh.. not for me though..
yea.. can't wait to become 18 and can't for school to start..
wonder how it will turns out..
i thought of joining the soccer girl's team but im
not sure.. hehe..

working life was always the same.. tired but fun with funny
colleague.. irritating and rubbish customer was something i have to
face everyday..well, that how sales are rite..?
and lastly, i wan to rebonding!! but can't find the time. hmm..
so sad :(

2010-02-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

i got posted to RP, outdoor and adventure learning...
isn't it fun??
sumting that i would always love to do
like rock climbing, swimming, kayaking and all those things..
and if there is a chance for me to go for bungee jumping..
WHY NOT??! haha..

now i FINALLY have a job.. so no more sitting at home
and do nothing. now at least i have sumting to do.
well, pretty much my job took the whole day.. from 2pm to 1opm plus.. so yeah..
i've been busy.. so damn busy and tired.
like what people say.. careful what you wish for..
i wished i have a job but now i am so tired and sleepy...
mmmm but still the money is there... lol...
well, gtg now... too tired alrdy.. bye..

2010-01-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

how's my result?

well, it is not something that i am not proud of or
something that i can be sad about. For me, my result
was ok. i got 25 points. so there's a chance for me to
go to poly.

Terime kasih Allah for giving me the chance
to go to poly and made my parents happy. amin

but which poly and which course... i can't
say anything yet. it's has been on my mind after i had
received my result. Lots of people have been giving me
advice about choosing the courses and i really appreciate
and would like to thank them for their advice. but now..
i have chose the 12 courses i wanted (well, most of it) but
ranking them is the toughest to do.

Ya'Allah, tolonglah aku untuk membuat semua ini dengan mudah.

2010-01-08T15:44:00.003+08:00

I have watched all the latest movie..
well, most of it...
Have watched:
1. new moon
2. avatar
3. sherlock holmes
4. alvin and the chipmunk 2.

and i have spent lots of money by now. heh..
but no regrets though. all the movies that i have
watched were fun, hilarious and nice. so my advice now
is to watch all the latest movie!! i wanted to watch
old dogs but no chance. hmm.. well, maybe next time.

This morning, i had a very weird but scary nightmare ever.
i dreamt i was watching an indonesian ghost story.
most of the people would have a nightmare about a ghost
haunting them or running after them but mine was the weirdest..
i was watching an indonesian ghost story which do not
exist at all. meaning it just popped in my dream.
so this is how the story goes...
so i started dreaming about playing my laptop alone in my room,
and played an indonesian drama at youtube..
then, the video suddenly got a little a bit spoiled
and the actress in the Indonesian drama that i was
watching in my dream, got possessed by a ghost.
then, out of the blue a "bomoh" came to help.
so the " bomoh" like do his thing and realised that
it was the actress's mum who causes this thing to
happen. The actress's mum kept the "thing" and
the "thing" was unhappy and decided to possess
the actress. so, the "bomoh" was then possess by the
ghost and run after the actress's mum.
BUt too bad, i was awake by then. so like
my dream was hang. heh..

this is my very first nightmare!! LOL!

P.S.: "bomoh" means some paranormal guy who handle ghost.
not sure what is the word in english. :)

2010-01-02T21:37:00.002+08:00

Year of 2009 had past. Now comes 2010..
wow.. isn't it fast

what i can say about 2009 is that it
was something new for me.. met
new friends, classmates, going to school
alone and getting pressured and stressed
everyday because of o levels.

now, 2010, a year where i should
be with my new and old friends..
no more getting pressure or stress..
no more waking up for school. i should
feel relax this year.. :)

2009-12-26T02:06:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to become like an bat
where i will sleep in the morning and
be awake during night time. is there like
cure for such thing?

people say it is bad but what can i do?
when night time comes, i feel
fresh but when morning time, i will start
to feel sleepy. My parents would asked
me question every time, they realised that
i wasn't sleeping. They will ask why and
my only answer is I DON"T KNOW!!
oh crap.

So last Thursday, i finally go out with friends
and finally watch a movie after so many plans
made but got cancelled most of time. went with
ira and her ex, lee. we watched avatar. A totally
worth it movie. everything abt the show was fantastic.
i rated this movie 10 out of 10.
You guys should watch it and i promised you won't regret anything at all!
after that, we went ahead to play pool at marina square. I totally sucked at this game
but it was fun though. after that, head straight home. and yesterday, i went
to expo with my mum. saw hady mirza performing there but that wasn't
the actual intention. my mum just wanted to see things there. after that, we
went to bugis junction. took a look at all the branded handbags there.
did not purchase any branded handbags but soon. heh..
thought of buying a bonia shoes which cause $168. the shoes
was damn comfortable but decided to buy the other shoes since
it is the cheapest. one day, i will come back and buy that bonia shoes.
that is all for now..

2009-12-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

i am back to my old habit Again!
where i won't be updating frequently..
cause there's nothing to talk about!
every single day i sit in front of the laptop, in
my room, thinking what should i do.
or which website to go to..it's like there
nothing better to do than sitting in front of my
laptop. OH man.. can someone just like ask me to
do something? k maybe not.. cause i may feel lazy to even
do it.

thought of getting jobs but were unsuccessful each
time i went for interview. i feel like giving up in finding
jobs. better stay at home and relax myself. but not
gaining weight. no matter what.. i have to maintain
my weight. slowly, I'm getting addicted to this game
called cafe world in facebook. thanks to zahirah
i would always play this game everyday. at first
i thought it was just a boring game like pet society
- no offence to people who like to play that game-
but i was wrong. It was a fun game. you can cook ur own food
and more lah. lazy to describe it. heh..
so that is what been happening this few days.. shall
update more.. in few days time..bubbye!!

2009-12-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

ola people..

now is already december and in few weeks time it
would 2010. WOW.. so fast huh?
i could not believe that it is already december.
i feel as if it is only start of year 2009.. time past really fast.

k why the hell i'm saying this crap thing. i should like say
something like erm.. stuff.. k maybe i'm bored.. which is
the only reason for saying this crap stuff. LOL. i feel as if
i'm an adult.

today's event was pretty much nothing like the previous days
but tomorrow's event should be a bit interesting. i'm going for an job
interview again at the levi's store, lot 1 with ira and her ite friends
well, hope there's vacancy. if not then, my time is free like a bird. maybe after
that, watch a movie. so lets hope tomorrow can be something that i
can talk about here.
bye.

2009-11-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

I want to wish all muslims Selamat hari aidiladha or
in other words selamat hari raya haji..

woke up at 12 noon plus and ate lontong
which my mum had cook the night before.
watch tv all day lah.. not much things
to do. bye!

2009-11-26T16:21:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored bored, I'm so I'm so bored!
I'm so bored bored, I'm so, I'm so bored!!!
I'm so bored bored, I'm so I'm so bored bored
I'm so I'm so bored bored
I'm so I'm so bored.

oh gosh! i can sing this song the whole day or even the rest of the week!
there's nothing to do at home! everyone is busy
schooling and I'm at home doing nothing. Finding
work was unsuccessful. not much jobs were interesting.
ira and i went for an interview yesterday but the restaurant
serve pork and i was like DAMN!!
I'm unemployed! pls someone, employ me!!

2009-11-22T10:55:00.004+08:00

back again... this post will be the longest post ever!!
cause this post is about a week! so lets not waste time here..

Saturday (14/11/2009)
i went to watch movies with afiqah, jovinson and raihanah
the movie was called paranormal activities!
the movies was damn, damn scary.. the most scary
movie i have ever watched! No ghost was seen but the way
things moves in the house just makes me wanna get out
of that cinema. i have sleepless night for three days!!
sat night i was unable to sleep although my brother was awake.
then, on sun and mon, i woke up at 3 plus suddenly. isn't that weird and scary!
sumtimes i thought i heard noises and thinking that girl who was posses
and haunted by this invisible demon, came to my house and try to scare me!
maybe i am just paranoid. when they said, that this movie would like
do sumthing to our mind.. and i forget the actual words.. they really
mean it..again.. i'm paranoid! then this bad thing happen which i dun even
want to share here. ok moving on..

Sunday (15/11/2009)
i just rot at home and just watch tv
whole day.. pretty much a boring sunday..

Monday (16/11/2009)
i went out with afiqah to buy my prom night dress..
went to far east since there's a lot of prom dresses.
after surveying the dresses there, i was stuck with
two. not sure which one to choose. fickle-minded.
finally get one that is black in colour. after bought it,
when home straight.

Tuesday (17/11/2009)
First day of RED CAMP!! I had been anxiously
waiting for red camp to happpen and it finally
did. it was damn fun. the leaders there were great..
although it ends quite early but i had fun though.
haven't met new friends yet. cause it is the first day rite..
the path of discovery was fun though.. learning more about the courses they offer there.
learn some cheers and had laughter with yi zhen, hui lin, jovinson and seri.
and as usual, any camp i go, i will have sore throat. went home by 7 plus...

Wednesday (18/11/2009)
Second day of RED CAMP!!. The second day was even better
than the first day.. get to know new friends and had laughter them too
then also know new leaders there. the path of discoveries were even fun. the
cca experience was fun and going to HMS was fantastic. The puppets show was funny
and even scary too. Learned the mass dance which was a bit tough but still can make it.
we met the cast of polo boys, first class and met jack and ray. we dance to the songs of
jack and ray. hahaha.. it was fun! had dinner then when home at 9 plus.. so reach home by 10 plus and so tired that i just slept straight away.

Thursday (19/11/2009)
The final day of red camp!! it was damn great! we did our mass dance,
the path of discovery was interesting as i went to the health and life sciences
building. we learn on how to deliver a baby. then we had our camp finale.
where we met the 4 finalist of Singapore idol. not a big fan of them but their
voice were super fantastic. i think this year the female would be the Singapore
idol instead of a male. after that we had this making a book of records where
whole of red campers have to do hokey pokey dance for 5 mins. after that, we had to
eat a lollipop for 3 mins. it was funny and fun.
then we had to say our goodbyes to the sl and remembering our memories
we had during the three days of red camp. i was so touch. so happy!!
but now it is over. it is the best camp ever. after that, we had dinner and then
had HOP NIGHT!!. i was damn hyper cause i drank two can of coke! too much sugar
in my body! so crazy and hyper. while dancing, i even met some more people!! it was like
I'm in a pub or club!! the songs were great.. jump all around!! but everything must come
to an end. we left at about 10.30 and reached home at 11.45.

Friday (20/11/2009)
prom night day!! my prom night is at swissotel merchant court Clarke quay. afiqah did my make up and hair all. thanks afiqah!! then went met Yasmin and proceed to the place by Yasmin's mum's car. the food was great. but i did stand a chance to win anything. my mood for being happy and crazy was used by red camp so like i went with a tired and sleepy mood. then went
home at 1 plus cause Yasmin's mum invited me to eat at somewhere. i just get a drink since
i still full and not a night eater. i slept at 3 plus.

Saturday (21/11/2009)
woke up a bit late cause of feeling very tired. then i continued to sleep again at 1pm and woke
up 4pm. hahaha.. that's how tired i am.. as usual, i just slack at home, watched tv. when time
to sleep, i sleep.

Sunday (22/11/2009)
followed my mum to "jemputan" with her friends.. i was so tired..
reach home by 5. and now chat, surfing the net and updating my blog.

well, isn't this a long post! hahaha..
in summary, i had fun this whole week. and i really miss red camp!!
i even miss Spartans and the leaders!!

2009-11-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

what a tiring day today!

Met up with fathin, eman andr ira at tampines
to find clothes for my red camp. well, i only purchase
1 cause not much money..heh.. the blouse cost me $30.50 at dano..
well, the price is quite reasonable as the blouse is nice and
it is what i am searching for. i am gonna wear it on the first day
of red camp. the colour was grey and white.. so like suit with group
tribe colour although it says white. we ate at popeye and then walk around
to search for my clothes.. when from mango shop to cotton on and finally Dano.
fathin was already saying that the clothes i had chose from each shop is very nice and so on..
hahaha sorry fathin.. know it is tired.. im tired too. when finally bought the blouse,
when to causeway for awhile since fathin wanted to go to cotton there to find her size..
after that finally reach home. there were laughter here and there..
awww.. it has been a long time that i have never hang out with u guys..

next thing to hunt is my prom nite dress.. hmm.. this would take me the whole day
i guess or even more than a day..well, just hope that i am able to find the suitable dress
within day.. cause i really dun want to waste my energy... need my energy for red camp!
gtg now.. bubbye..

2009-11-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

I am back...

Now I can officially and finally say that MY O LEVEL IS OVER!!
hahahah. I am so relieve and happy! My freedom is back..
it ended last year for my O but now it is back!
No more doing homework.. no more being stress abt my O's
no more waking up the morning to go school.. isn't it great?!
and i had burned my entry proof after that..hahahha..
letting all the memories to be gone..

here's my plan after O's
1) clean up my room *impt*
2) throw my books and papers away
3) get a job
4) learn how to roller blade
5) spent time with my friends
6) watch tv all day
7) and spent my life to the fullest!!

next week i am really busy!!
from 17-19 nov, i am going to red camp
then on 20 nov, prom night..
then on monday.. maybe i am going with my classmates
to find the prom dress..
then tmrw going out with ira and fathin.

2009-08-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!! tomorrow is the MT o'level result. i wonder what is my result??
hmm.. only god knows.. i just hope that the result is good. if not, i am not sure
what will be my reaction. i dun really want to re-take the malay o'level again..
i will be stressful! so lets hope for the best.

my el o'level oral is next week on 26 august. i am pretty scared. i hope that
it will be easy. the good thing is that, it is not within this week. if it is, i deadmeat!
i am not that ready.

this saturday is the ramadhan which is a good thing. i can't wait for it to happen..
i remembered afiqah's song abt ramadhan.
quite cool. hahahha.. yea..

ok.. that is all now.. and i think that this is my last post..
i will be back rite after my o level which is on 11/11/09.
bye now!!

2009-08-07T19:33:00.001+08:00

back again. nothing much to say here actually..
just now was the real ndp. how was it?
well, not much fun like what i expected.
the sad thing is that, there is no celebration
of National day just previous years. so after the
cross country, the school has ended. head to teck
whye mac with shappi and sharifah and wait for ira to
come since she wanted to eat.had fun there. as always.
then straight back home. nothing much to do also at home.
now i feel damn bored. want to do something but can't
think of any. hmm.. so sad...
bye now

2009-08-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

k back.. can't stand it anymore. i thought wanna make
a month of not updating my blog but when i looked
at my blog.. looks like an abandoned blog. so here i am,
updating my blog.
ok so here is what has been going on..
tmrw is the school's national day parade and
i myself is involve in it. so asusual, i have
to wake up early in the mornng tmrw and head off
to school. i am sure i will be damn sleepy. just like
last these few days. i dun even know why i am so sleepy
when actually i slept quite early these days.
cross country was brought forward to tmrw instead of
having it on the teachers day. the good thing is that i do
not need to run. as always. lol.. it has been 5 years..
shall make a record there. k lame..

my prelims exam was postoned to september instead of 24 august.
so more time for me to prepare myself for it. i do really need to study
hard and prove bb lim that i can passed english. it was quite sad that she called me as
a potential failure. well, i am so going to prove her wrong.
INSYA'ALLAH.

2009-07-10T17:16:00.002+08:00

i am soo happy rite now!
my Internet is able to use now and
it is wireless. so like i can be anywhere
in my house and still get intenet access.
if last time, i would always sit at one corner
near my bro's bedroom and use the Internet..
now.. i can have my privacy. hahaha..

it has been a long long time that i have not post..
not because of my laziness but because of Internet ok..

this whole week lessons have been fun as every time..
there is laughter or something to laugh at. hmm..
i wonder why... maybe the teachers are tired of scolding us..
hahahaha. damn.. in few more months is my o level
written paper.. i am partially prepared. i really need
to practice more on my science especially. yesterday was
my O level mt oral. i tell you.. i was freaking out every single
second. took my temperature and guess what my temperature is??
37.3.. it is as if like im feeling sick but actually not. i was really nervous..
my temperature really shoot up.. the oral examiner was damn nice and friendly.
one male and female..
before i enter the room.. i was really praying to Allah to help me.
i was totally nervous.. my hands was a bit shaking before i enter the Ava
room. then i proceed to reading then conversation. the topic was almost what i expected to be..
it is about teenagers. ask about what are the things that could make teenager be angry..
i kept on talking and talking which i don't even remember. the oral examiner still
got the chance to joke with me when i was nervous at that time. we kind of laugh a bit.
i hope that there is a bit of advantage of me passing my oral. hehehehe..
when it was over.. i came out feeling damn relief!! but nervous was still inside me..
oh i just hope that i pass my malay.. that is all.

now i have to wait for my english oral.. and this i think i
really more scared and nervous.

2009-06-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

i have a new hairstyle!! i have cut my hair!!
yeah.. i am so delighted that i cut my hair..
now my head is much lighter. no more feeling
hot or perspire a lot.
the result, well, i was quite surprise at
first but slowly i began to like it. so yeah..
i like my new hair style now. hehehe..

wanted to show it here but the pics that i took..
doesn't really look nice. so too bad.. see me outside
dun be surprise. like oh.. u cut ur hair.. u know..

i did not watch any movie today cause i had to
go to school for F&N lesson. i thought it ends at 5
but mdm JM was too nice that she releases us at
4. thought of cutting hair after that but afiqah was too tired
to go. so i ask ira to go with me. i went home first then
met ira at 6. then i cut my hair.. when my hair was finally done
cutting, i looked weird.. then laughed at myself. ahhahaha
zahirah called me lion. cause my back hair was "kembang".
but now it is straight.

thats all folks..

2009-06-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

just finish watch another movie...
well, i think that is what for tis week.
watch at least one movie per day...

so today i watched a movie called miss march.
it was damn funny movie. hahaha. i think this movie
was rated M18 or R21.. but who cares. i dun mind watching it..
hahahha. but still, it was really funny. u guys go and watch it. it will
really make ur day. hahahha..
Synopsis... it is for me to know and for u to find out.
ok lame words..

finally i decided to cut my hair. i will cut it short..
cause i am so irritated by it. u know, everyday have
to tie my hair up and it took me like 5 mins. i am sick and tired
of tie-ing up my hair daily. so now.. no more..
not sure when and how will i cut my hair... anyone have any
idea???

2009-06-15T19:29:00.003+08:00

woohoo..
what a day i had. not that fun but at least
i don't have to go to school. haha.
at first, i thought i want to hang out with afiqah and rai
and then watch a movie called drag me to hell but instead
i stay at home cause i know for sure, my mum won't let me.
sorry to disappoint u, iqah at the last minute.

but still i had fun doing nothing at home. hahaha.
i surf the net for long hours and just now i watch
night at the museum 2 at watch movies.. i know it is
u know.. illegal but who cares. hahaha.
it was totally a funny and amazing movie.
i rated it 1o out of 1o. it was a superb movie.
i could even watch it again. but can't waste the
battery of my laptop though. hmm.. i wonder
what movie should watch tomorrow?
well, thats tomorrow then. just wait tomorrow and
see which movie interest me to watch it.
for now.. i got to go...bye

2009-06-13T17:19:00.002+08:00

i am so tired, so sleepy. how i wished i could sleep
for a whole day without any disturbance. that will
be great. oh well, that will happen after i have done
my O level. hmm.. just wait then.

woke up early in morning at 6.30 as i have to
take bursary. the bursary i get is worth only 200 dollars.
want to spend it but not sure how. after reaching that place, went
to the auditorium and wait there till the event start. they showed is
shrek 3. hahahahah. reminds me the first time i watch it. hahahha.
then went to gombak. and went back home and till now.. i rot at home..
this is so bored.. how i wished i can go out.

2009-05-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

my god. i just finish doing my coursework just now..
this reminds me the last time i'm doing my coursework
until late at night, actually midnight. haha
that was how hardworking i was last time. :)

now i tend to get a bit lazy.. not sure why..
hmm.. have to really overcome my laziness..

ok now i am not sure what to talk about..
lets see....hmm....
ok totally blank!!!
bye

2009-05-25T19:20:00.002+08:00

my god.. in few days time is my o level
mother tongue! but i still can't feel the
excitement. Some people could feel it but not me,,
maybe it will change when the exam are getting near.
oh i hope i get the marks that i want. this reminds me
of song that afiqah created last year. hahahha
that was damn funny. she's full of lame creation.
hehehehehehe..

in this whole week, for the first three hours, we have to
do our mt papers.. thanks god it is in the morning, if it's in the
afternoon, i shall be tired and can't even do the paper. so like my bag
will be lighter cause i only need to bring subject which are after my
recess. isn't that great?

2009-05-24T11:57:00.002+08:00

yes lah..
finally change my blogskin.. it took me 2 hours..
in choosing the right blogskin and editing..

exams are over.. results are very disppointing..
i wish i could like redo all the subjects..
especially for maths.. thanks to my carelessness,
i failed the paper. i just need few more marks to pass..
which is really disppointing. hmm..
so were all the subjects.. damn....

june holidays are coming and i am busy most of
the days.. i am only free on the third week.
so only ask me out on the third week..
my MT O'level is next week..
i really need to study hard..
my aim is to get at least A2..
gtg now..
bye..pls tag.. thanks!

2009-05-17T18:15:00.003+08:00

finally, my mid year exams had ended.. i was damn relief..
for the past two weeks, i had been cracking my head.. in studying and
understanding the concepts of certain subject
hmm.... just hoping that i can pass most of my subject.
tmrw is the result day..

im at ira's house.. hahhaha.. i have been hanging with my friends
these days. i hope that this continues.
but somehow.. i felt that one friend is ignoring me or like avoiding me.
i am not trying to say bad things about my friend but that is how i felt whenever
i tried to like contact with my friend. my friend like dun wish to talk to me..
im quite sad abt this,.. i wish i could talk to my friend like last time.. maybe just
my friend is busy and so am i. what should i do now..
i dun wish to lose contact with her..oh god.. help me...

2009-04-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

i hate my stupid fucking life.... hate everything that involves in my life..
i want my old life back.. where every single day i felt happy and cheerful..
but now.. it gets worse and worse..

2009-04-26T18:01:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!!!
so long nvr update..
gd job girl.. what a lazy pig i am..
just not in the mood to update my blog..
maybe no one cared.. shall i delete this lame blog??
oh not...

actually now, i am not sure what should i talk about..
myself??
well, nothing weird happen to me..
my studies???
oh ya.. next week is mid year and i am not that ready..
i shall die in this mid year exam.
guess what mdm lim said??
i am one of the potential failures and i have to prove her wrong.
and if i fail the english exam in this mid year exam, i have to come for remedial
in june. im "so" motivated..
oh well, i still have to prove to her that i am not in the potential failures.
that's quite sad though.

All my friends now are busy with their own life and with
their other friends. I sometimes felt that i was the only left behind..
they had "move on" with their life and had fun with their other friends...
i wish i could move on but.. hmm...
actually, i should not feel this way! it is wrong to feel this way.
so my friends, don't feel offended by my words.
i don't really mean that u guys left me or like ignored me.
just a feeling inside me so just ignored it k guys.
i am sure that this feeling will slowly go away...
so i hope that all my friends out there have great fun time
with life and friends.. and i also hope that i will too...

2009-04-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

k firstly a happy long belated birthday to me.. ya its long...
but still, can just wish it here.. on my birthday, i was sabo-ed..
as always... not from any frens.. but my juniors.. they are really
sweet though...they remembered although i wished they didn't..
last, last friday.. my frens ieqa, irah and mirah sabo me outside
after meeting ira.. they planned out to sabo me..
here's their plan..
ira will like pretend to ask me to follow her to polyclinic then..
i stupidly agree and met her at block 5.. then we walked to poly via the block
and boom!! they splash the cold water directly at me.. i was like,, a bit shock,,
i had a pretty idea that they will sabo me but not like this way
then the next wed, which is last wed, i was sabo-ed again from my juniors,
i run away to the 4th floor at first then slowly came back to st john room cause i
left my bag and hp in there.. so like it was a waste time of running away..
so ended up wet from top to bottom. it was pretty embarrassing though..
then somemore a suay day that day.. i did not bring my housekey so
i was stuck outside my house for 1hr until my parents finally reached home..
lesson was to be learned here... do not always think that u have the key..
must always check and make sure that the key is really with u..
i shall remember that for the rest of my life...

hmm.. had my f&n practical o level exam yesterday.. it was really tiring
but still i produce a good result though.. so it turns out well,, thanks to
the sec 3 juniors, shahirah and sharifah for helping me last minute
since i have lost my helpers..they really did a good job in cleaning and
washing the utensils.. should belanja at least.. or buy them something
as sign of thank u from me.. hehe..

i find out that one of my classmate, shi qi has gone to ite.
i hope she is happy there... she's going ite Clementi taking
tourism course... i hope she pass.. and get what she want..
since she say that she can't cope in doing o levels..see u around girl..

2009-03-24T00:14:00.003+08:00

last sat class outing was great and fun..
we did a lot thing. first played so called
soccer- we just kick the ball to each other.
then dump myself in the sea.. the river bed
was totally disgusting. it's like u are stepping on
a shit when actually it's a seaweed. then, my class
decide to buried me in sand.. they totally buried me
until i was unable to move.. slowly i move cause im strong!!
then, played captain's ball.. it was the most fun game ever..
although it sounds bored and we had our fun.. then
played in the sea.. then off home to vivo.. went to burger king to eat..
then played 21 at the top..it was fun. hope this outing would be a memory
of 5A and there's more to come..

2009-03-21T09:05:00.002+08:00

surprise.. i suddenly woke up in the early in the morning!!
obviously means that i am going out ltr ..
to sentosa!! with my new classmate of sec 5!!

hmm.. it was our first time hanging out together and
having fun..so hope it turns out well *crossing fingers*
im not sure what we'll be doing but im quite sure
it will be fun.. if it's not, then i will make it fun then...
my god.. i have been going to sentosa recently..
there was once where i went to sentosa with school uniform!!
my god..that was embarrassing.. everyone was like looking at me..
buying the sentosa ticket and met some of 4c students..then ask me why
im in school uniform.. and i was like.. erm...well.. i lazy to change to home
clothes actually..
hahahahah..
but yea.. that was fun though..

so see ya ppl later at night or tmrw.. i guess..
bye!

2009-03-20T17:35:00.002+08:00

I'm so like lazy rite now.. lazy to update my blog,
lazy to my homework, clean my room or even
do chores a home.
my holiday mood is back again!!
holiday mood=lazy mood..
so like maybe after my o's
i may gain weight.. but i will try not too..
cause later i have to lose it in order to look good.
come on.. everyone wants to look gd rite..
now that i have not actually done my homework..
I'm pretty sure i will do it last minute cause i can't stand to
be scolded in the first day of school in term 2. but for now..
maybe i will do some at night later cause today no
drama or movie is interesting to me anymore..

recently i was feeling moody and frustrated..
and wish that i could scream to the top of my voice..
and there's a lot reason for my feelings now:

I'm going through period
I'm hanging out with my friends and most of them are busy with their own life, so do i
lots of homework to be done
my practical exam is coming up this Thursday(26/3)
sometimes i even felt that i do not belong to my class and no close friends to talk or share with.
no much laughter and happiness in my life..

damn i got a lot of reasons..shit.. now i have to like control
my feelings before i shout any vulgarities to anyone..
k enough of sadness...

now it's time for cheering..
last Fri, my class and i had our class outing. it was actually
the learning journey. last year we went to some court thingy, then to river cruise.
now we went to the Eurasian's museum then to Singapore flyer!
the museum was quite cool.. more about history, blah.. blah...blah..
then went to the Singapore flyer! woohoo.. it was my first time going there..
so was a bit anxious and my anxiety was totally there. but when i was riding it,
nothing special happen.. just like going up then down in a totally slow motion. so not
woohoo,....!! but oohh... guess what time we went home.. 6.30! like boohoo!!
last year was actually until 9 but now like not even close to night..but obviously
the chance of cam whore is 100% there... a lot pics i took from my phone but too lazy to
upload it.. so yeah.. will have wait for other pics to come then, i will post together.
so that's all folks. bye.

2009-03-05T18:51:00.002+08:00

back again people... last week had my CA1...
pass or not.. well u can say both lah..
i passed my geog(14/25) not so gd lah, maths(30/40) and MT(29/40)
i failed my combined science(obviously)
and english(surprisingly)
Don't want to say my marks.. hehehehe

i will always pass my english but now..
haiz.. dunno what to say also..
congrats to people who pass their CA1 with
flying colours..
i really need to buck up this time..
no more in a holiday mood..
come on fadilah!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!
my target is to pass all my subject for my coming mid year!!
yea.. thats my target for now especially with my combined science..
maybe i need to ask raihanah to teach me on science..oh well..
we'll see about that..

im off now.. need to do my hwk..
see ya people

2009-02-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

here to update again...
well...now my life still no change..
went to school as usual, do homeworks,
come home late as there is remedial that ends
late, as always.. damn.. im pretty bored of school rite now..
i wish i could be like my friends now.. enjoying life...
its ok.. 7 more months to go.. by then, i will
be crazy enjoying life.. ha.. and i will make sure that
at that time, i will really enjoy life until im totally satisfied.

more homeworks from bb.. haiz.. somemore the hwk are really
tricky and hard.. im not sure how i am going to do it..
just try my best then...

just now had so called "tuition" not with my tuition teacher
but with afiqah.. hahahha she is now like my second tuition teacher..
she teach me on geography only cause other subject i dun
think she can teach me.. hahahaha
her teaching was good cause i still can understand..
so yeah.. she will be like my permanent geog tuition teacher..
and the good thing is that no pay was given to her..
geography is really confusing and complicated that is why
i asked afiqah to teach me as her explaination was
more comfortable for me.

happy valentine day to people who is celebrating it or
to couples outside there!!! :)

thats all for now then..
bye.. be back when i have the time...

2009-02-08T16:18:00.002+08:00

back again! finally i have no hwk at all.
i have been waiting for this to happen
and it did happen. so i quite happy but still,
there will be more homeworks to come.. so can't
really be happy about it.

i just knew that in higher nitec, they have early childhood
course. i was like what the?? that's the course i want to go..
i was given two choice.. either go sec 5 or high er nitec. when
i saw the higher nitec courses, there was no course that i like
so i just take sec 5 lah..then now.. there was a course that i like..
and the course is in bishan ite!! where ira' ite is.. dam u higher nitec..
if i choose that course, i can see ira again... i almost felt regretted about
choosing to go sec 5 but after thinking twice about it, the feeling of regrets is no
more.. oh well, i can also pass my o's and get the same course in ngee
ann poly.. rite..

2009-01-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

xin nian kuai le!!!

which means.. happy chinese new year to
all the chinese people who are celebrating..
well today nothing much happen...
went to play babminton with iqah at 4.30
and went back home at 6 so like we only played
for a while then relax at the playground then we
head back home.. not sure why this time we
played badminton it's like not enthusiastically
feeling lazy and the place is damn silent
maybe because it's Chinese new year
i showed iqah a picture of us when we were
like small. it's like only two of us were in the picture
and we were not even looking at the camera.
it was cute to look at pictures of us when we were
small.. i was damn small.. too small..
should post it here..hmm..
nvm.. ltr can.. hahahahhaha
well there's nothing left for me to say here..
so bye!!

2009-01-25T12:52:00.002+08:00

wow!! almost a month i never update my blog..
well, maybe because im busy with my school days
and homework. hmm.. what should i say here.. hmm..
well, school are still the same. walking the same route
to school everyday. day by day getting more stress
with school things. my form teacher is no more mdm jennifer.
it has been changed to mr foo. my physics teacher to my
form teacher. well.. this might be weird cause i guess i may
miss mdm jennifer with all her scolding and her pitch voice..
hahahhaha.

today is my father's birthday. so happy 55th birthday dad!!!
hahahha i bought a cake for him. damn nice cake.. the picture
is in my dad's hp so can't post it. damn it.. oh well.. at least i ate it..
hahahahha..

yesturday was my cousin birthday, ainn. so
happy 17th birthday to u!! may u be happy always!!!

im still bored right now..
want to play badminton with iqah but she's
quite lazy so need confirm in the afternoon ltr..

yesterday went to back work. new
members has join in. and i will be out
by this tuesday.. so im gonna miss ljs and staffs
there.. oh what to do.. i need to focus on my studies.
ira and i were doing closing last night.. we had a great fun

there.. took things that are not meant to be taken.. hahahaha

then sat down at the void deck block 417 there.. we kept on
laughing and do crazy things. oh.. im so gonna miss ira.. after
i stop working in ljs and busy with my school homeworks..
hmmm.. i need to change my blogskin.. bye..

2009-01-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to all of you!!
now it's already 2009. my last
year resolution was to pass my n
level and go to o'level. my resolution
this year is to pass my o level and then
go to polytechnic. other than that,
my resolution is to get a psp,
get more close with my classmates.
so yeah! that's my resolution for this year.
yesterday i was feeling after came back
from work like around
11.30 cause i was celebrating alone
by myself. my friends is either
or out with their classmate. i was really
about to cry just now. i have so many good
and bad memories in 2008 with all
my friends and family. we had our laugh,
cries, disappointment and surprises. but this year
without my friends in school anymore,
not sure my laughter is there anymore. oh well..
what to do.. my friends are also going other
ways, ira going to bishan ite, mirah and ieqa
to simei ite. hope they find new friends there..
peace out.
gtg now.. need to iron my uniform.. just like
old days and walk the same route for a year but this
i will be alone..
bye then.

2008-12-27T12:23:00.002+08:00

i realised that i have been going out these
few days.. well maybe just to spent my
time with my friends cause maybe next year
i can't at all. so went out with iqah and raihanah
last tuesday to botanic garden. my god. the place
is nice. the scenery is great except for the
stupid weather. it was damn hot. i started being
cranky. before going to botanic garden, i went to school
with iqah to check my registration but it was postpone to friday.
so went back home with iqah and hang out at my house.
we surf the internet for a while and both of us
were really sleepy at that time and we decided to sleep
for a while. we damn sleepy that time. at first we thought
to meet raihanah at 12 but then ltr, we kept on dragging the
time.first was 12.15 then it was 12.30..then finally get out
of my house around 12.35. but we were still sleepy.
then, called fathin asked her the directions to go to
botanic garden. finally reached there took pictures..
we even feed the fishes with tuna sandwich. they
really like it. it was quite lame but still fun. so get back home
i brought home a big bar of chocolate hazelnut. it was my favourite.
i finished it by myself. but ltr then i got sore throat and
my voice really like a rocker.

i have been sick these few days.. not sick
like having fever but sick like having sore throat..
i really need to cut down of eating chocolates. then last night
i suddenly vomit out something but not sure what...
it's been a year that i have never vomit out something.
really need to take care of my body, really dun want to get fever
cause i hate myself when i get fever as i will be very weak..

4 days left to 2009....

2008-12-19T17:11:00.000+08:00

i was happy that i pass my n level but now.. im not sure whether im still happy about it.
not because i didn't do a good job, it's because my friends did not pass and did not get to
sec 5. when i look at my classmates or other class, they pass together with their friends but not me..
i really want my friends to pass their n and go o level with me. but i guess, it won't happen. i will be
lonely, no girl-friends to share things with or study with. or even talk about something. the last
time, we always go recess together, ask what food to buy. share our food together.. hmm.. but now not sure
how i am gonna go recess without them. im really really sad. the whole night kept thinking how will i do
in school without them the whole year!! feel like crying.. i will always miss them a lot.. making noise and
laugh together in class.. saying which guy teacher is hot.. or teachers that are lame or nice.. talk crap with
each other.. i will miss all of this. everytime we went to the toilet, we would always took pictures or do our
hair.. but now.. no more i guess..

FOR IRA,IEQA,MIRAH,EIZAH, AIDAH:
i hope all of u guys succeed in your life. we will always be friends.... do not forget me
when u guys are in the ite cause i won't forget all of u in school as too much memories
we spent in school. hope u guys get to ite and get the course that u wanted. do not
regret about the course u take and i want u guys to succeed in the course. make sure
u guys pass ok!! be happy always!!!
love u all a lot!!! muaks!!!! :D

2008-12-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

I PASS!! I PASS!!
get the chance to go sec 5!!!

woohooo!!!! finally my worrying
about my n result finally it's over!!
so yey!! came to school with afiqah and raihanah
i was damn anxious while waiting
for my result.. came in the hall around 2.
settle down...after that principle gave a LONG
speech until i want to sleep. the great things was
that our badge really did a great job in doing our n level!
so good job guys!! better than last year..
70 people qualify to go to sec 5. so im
in the 70 people who get into sec 5.
then it was result time!!.. still anxious waiting
then it was my turn. my english, maths, combined humanities and
F&N got b3, science b4, poa well.. c5.. hahahhaha
poa is really hard ok. i don't get most of the question.
my malay a2 and malay oral distinction!!.
isn't it great??? hahahaha. i aimed my english
b4 but get b3. i was quite shocked. cause throughout
this year i always get c5 and now b3.. like wow!!
then called my mum and told about my result.
then after that, off to lot one with afiqah and raihanah
to watch twilight. the movie was fantastic and marvellous.
the actor guy, was hot and cute. he's even romantic and sweet.
two thumbs up for the movie. the guy was a vampire actually
a hot vampire ever! afiqah even said to me that she won't mind
if the hot vampire guy sucks her blood. i was like what the??
ya.. maybe i will too.. hahahhaha.. damn hot. can't resist it.
then after finished watching the movie, went to toilet, need to change
my uniform to my home clothes. then head off to mac and ate something
there. sat there for like 15 minutes then walked home together. and it's like
we were drunk while walking back home. we go crazy.. laughing all the way
walking not in the proper.. we just drank the MacDonald's drinks and we're like
drunkers. first it was the jia jia lang teh and now it's the MacDonald's drinks..
we are one crazy freak!!.. hahahha
well can't wait for our next outing again!!!
it will be damn fun and crazy!! hahahahaha..
gtg now.. bye..

2008-12-11T15:51:00.003+08:00

yes lah. finally get the chance to update my blog!
ha! it's either im working or it's my brother
who is using the internet. so that's the disadvantages
of not having a wireless Internet. stupid.
well, this few im busy of work and like
in a week time, i will get my result!! i can't
imagine my reaction when i receive my n level
results. can go crazy every time i think about it..
so i shall not think about it. OK great and u guys
must help me by not telling me how many days left!

well, yesterday just got my pay and im
not sure what to do with that money!
thought of rebond my hair.. but
people tell me that my hair is
alrdy straight no need rebond lah..
hmm... so what should i do??

last week, i guess, i received a letter from
army force. ARMY FORCE!!!! get it?!
like im not a guy btw.. and i thought they
send to the wrong person but actually
not my cousin even received it and told me
not her but her mother so like my auntie
lah who told me that a job in the army like
as a clerk i guess.. actually that depends on
my course that i choose if i go ite and they
will pay the course for us and even get allowance
of $750. and after i grad from ite, i will have to join
the army and work with them lah..i was like wow!!
what great future.. but the thing is i want
to go to sec 5! so i decided not to take it lah..
so yah byebye to great future!!

bored at home.. raining outside
so i have rot at home all day!!

2008-12-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

raihanah finally rebon her hair.
actually its been 4 days that she had
rebonded i just dun have the time to
update my blog. hmm... so when
her was finally done, iqah and me
was quite relief and like saying gdbye
to the curly and hai to the damn straight hair..
it was damn straight lah . from behind she really
like "fatimah rocker" or known as cik pon.. hahahha
damn scary. and even shiny! while waiting for raihanah's
hair being re bonding, iqah and me took a lot of pics and when
i mean a lot means like 100 pics above! seriouslly!!
it's only the two of us and we really took a lot lah..
just like for few mins!! lucky i brought my laptop
so all the pics that were took was by my laptop.
it was really nice!! if want to see it.. go to
afiqah's or raihanah's blog. i dun have the time
to edit and post it..hehehhe and maybe lazy..huahua..
so thats all for the past few days.

wanna hear a stupid story??
i finished work at 5 and went home.
then i reached home when suddenly
i realise that i did not bring my keys and
my keys are inside the house. and no one
was at home! how stupid isn't it?! hahahaha
so i have to wait like an hour plus outside my house!!
first i wait at the staircase then went down for a while
then went up again seat outside my house till my dad comes
home.
lucky no one saw me sitting outside my house. hahahahahha.
i shall learn from my mistakes should always bring my keys!!
then i went out again to lot 1 to change singapore money to ringgit.
many people was there and my number was 0700. isn't it nice??just
turn and it's like james bond number. hahahha
the number that was called up was 0649 so i have to wait
for 50 people to go first then it was my time. so i decided
to go to the library and wow!! i was shock!! it was damn big!!
i was like asking myself where should i go??? it was so big that
u can even play catching inside the library! hahahahahahha
all the books are new books!! so nice..
should go there again!!

tmrw im going johor AGAIN!
but this time with ira's family.
i shall buy chewing gums!! hahahaha
and maybe clothes.. hmmm..
k lah... gtg now.. bye!!

2008-11-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

went to JB for a wedding invitation.
went with my family except my bro, cik awie
and iqah's family except her sister. and as usual
iqah and me got together and start our craziness together
again!! well, that's why we are cousins cause had the same
attitude of craziness!! we even create lame games using our
hands and don't even know why we played the game then even
created our own tongue twister. u should listen to it and even
try it! it's crazy and funny!!
after we went to the wedding, as usual we were off
to shopping in JB! bought some clothes
and the only thing that i must buy every time
i reached JB is CHEWING and BUBBLE GUMS!! hahahhaha
so every time u saw me chewing a gum that means
i had went to JB and bought it. i really miss chewing a gum
now.. hahahha i seriously can chew a gum for like an hour.. or even more.,
if there's a dare lah! hahahahahaha.

patik petik ape patik
patik petik tetek itik titik.( try it!!)

tmrw need to go to school just to see
my juniors in st john.. i really miss scolding them.
hahahha no lah.. just miss watching them
doing footdrill and me giving the commands.
heheheh :D
gtg now..bye!!!

2008-11-21T19:21:00.002+08:00

finally have the time to update my blog
go...........

as u guys know, i have came back from bali
for past few days. so im here to update..
u know..it will be a long post but im tired rite now.
so i think i will have summary about it.
fun, fantastic, took more and more pics
spent time with friends especially
the third nite and all the 4 erdors and
sabrina, 3g come together and
hang out at one of our hotel. the third
was quite funny story. the hotel went
black out while ira, ieqa and me were in
our hotel packing our stuff in our luggage.
then connie and gang, started scream and
like one sec ltr, ieqa started to scream..
the reaction was damn slow!! then zahirah was quite
far from us cause she was iron our clothes and she wanted
to go to us then, she fell and hit ieqa's luggage..
then. i scolded ieqa and ira for shouting. thats
was fun..scolding them.. huahua..
then other days was fun too..played uno
using poker cards then ieqa starting go blurr
and need to think 4 plus 4 equal to what..
thats stupid lah..
hahahha
so thats all about bali..

then yesterday when bugis and vivo
with ieqa, irah, mirah, mirah's sister and ira's sister.
we had great and fun time.. and took a lot of pictures..
and i think i will post it tmrw,, if i have the time...
hahahha thats bad isn't it..
k lah gtg now bye!!

2008-11-10T05:20:00.002+08:00

in few more hours and minutes time, i will be off bali!!
im am so gonna miss everyone and everything in singapore here!!!
i gonna miss, my family, cousins, and friends. i will also
miss my home Sweet home!! my bedroom even my laptop.
i just wished i could bring my laptop and maybe can get
in touched with u guys!!! and now i can't sleep.
i wlll get out of this house at 7.30 am...it'a like 2 hours left!!!

k seriously, i need to go to the toilet now...
can't stand to do my small business!!
gtg.. bye now and pray for me
so that i will go and come back safely!!
i miss u guys!! bye!!!

2008-11-07T16:10:00.002+08:00

currently, msn with afiqah but she's still
bathing rite.. so i shall take this time to update
my blog.. rather than waiting for her and do
nothing.. actually afiqah asked me to update my blog.
i was quite bored and afiqah reminded to update so
here i am updating my blog. should i change my blogskins??
cause my blog kinda look very dull and well a little bit lame
with spongebob and friends' picture. it's like a small girl
blog. hahahahaha..

3 days left man..i seriously can't wait..
it's like waiting for something fun to happen.
but the programme there was well quite bored
lah.. the sec 4s also need to do projects... im tired
with projects all. come on lah,, we are sec 4 alrdy
and finished our n level.. i wanted to have fun
there but can't like what the.....
but who cares, i will find my way to have fun
there. and i will be miss everyone here. my family,
cousins, friends. i will miss my cute and best cousin
afiqah!!, i will miss superheroes but not jovinson..
cause he also go to bali with us to!!
i will get souvenirs for all my frens and
cousins. hmm.. what should i buy for them?
still thinking!!

k lah... gtg now. need to get ready to go to work..
bye..

2008-11-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

yeah!! few more days to bali.. and its 5 days left...
really can't wait.. hahahahaha... bali is always
on my mind rite now.. need to get all the things my
luggage but im quite lazy to pack now... hahahaha..
im not really sure which clothes should i bring or
towels.. really can't make my mind rite now..
guess what, the t-shirt that we get for going to
bali was quite big lah.. it's nice but not that nice..
ira and me decide to wear a hat on that day and the
hat was really nice.. just bought it few days before..
hehehe...k lah gtg now.. i really have to pack up my
bag now cause other days i might be busy with work
and try to get something..bye now..

ps: i lost my hp so no need to msg me...

2008-10-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

finally i get the hanged of working in the long john as
the cashier there. i didn't work last mon. but yesterday i
work at 5 till closing like around 10. it was damn tiring. my
backbone was killing me cause i have to stand for a long time.
well, i have to really make myself used to it. tday and tmrw
i not it to come to work. not sure why but who cares.. at least
i have some off days although i already say to my sir that im free
everyday. but nvm.. i can really relax. tmrw is the official
last of school. so i have to come to get my school magazine
of course. hahahhahaha..

2 week and 5 days left to bali trip. yeah!! really can't wait..
bye now ppl..

2008-10-16T20:31:00.002+08:00

work was tiring but it's still fun!!
with the "makcik"s creating jokes.
oh well, u guys will get if u work there.
tday was my second training, yesterday
was my first and tmrw will be my last training
Saturday will be my normal working days. im still
working on the cashier.. im quite scared. hope it turns
out well. hmm.. next week is the last week of school but not
sure whether want to go or not. cause im working and don't know my
schedule yet. damn, it. i will only come alternate. like mon, wed,and fri only.
since the three days only ends like 1 or 12, hahaahahaha and the other
days is quite a long day. gtg.. bye

2008-10-14T13:08:00.002+08:00

hey hey.. im back again. well, as i say, never
went to school just now. i think it will be zero
attendance today. hahaha well, just now went
to long john not to eat but get my uniform and know
my position. well, my position will be the cashier. so u guys
will be see me obviously. hmm..im quite scared though.
cause its my first time there and i have to go alone
as zahirah starts her work at 11. so from 9 to 11.
i will be alone. and i have to wear the uniform.
the pants was quite big for me and i have to wear
my belts for tmrw. but it can't be seen. the shirt was
ok lah.. and the scarf i get was red colour. i wanted
the yellow. damn it..well, i might see u guys tmrw.. hahaha
so thats all for tday!! bye now...

2008-10-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

hey back again. so this my second entry.. for today.
obviously im bored. btw. i have great news.. i will be
working at long john.. but don't know what will be
my position. so if u guys sees me or what.. don't 4get to say
hi.. and please dun ask for free food or discount cause i won 't
give it ... hahahahaha.. so.. thats my life for now while waiting for
my result, and tmrw.. i won't go to school. nothing to do it there even.
better go work rite.. so i will be starting around this week. just now
was fun. me, evelyn, naren, jason and one 4f guy cabut from school
by 11 we go already.. nth better to do seh.. we go and ate at mac teck whye
then off to home. then went the interview in long john and obviously
get it .. :) the interview was quite late.. i have to wait for 15 mins then
the manager says wait for another 5 mins. i decided to play game of life
while waiting for the manager an while playing, he came. i was surprise and
quickly stop and smile at him, he is a Filipino, some words i can't understand
when he talk to me in english. i have to ask him again and again and just say yes
although i still dun understand. lucky i get it. if not.. haiya!!
k lah.. gtg now.. need to watch tv.. bye ppl!!!

2008-10-13T08:57:00.003+08:00

yo yo!! wassup guys. currently in school, chill in library
waiting for time to be wasted. i should have stay at home
and sleep rather than coming here. nothing better to do. thats
it. im not coming tmrw!! hahahahaha.. just jokin.. but hmm..
not sure lah.. im bored, hungry. my stomach is killing me..
feel like going home rite now. then ltr at 3 i have an interview..
damn it. well gtg now.. although i have nothing to do rite now.. maybe just
surf the net and find out things.. hahahahaha.. bye ppl!!!

2008-10-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

hey hey.. im finally back. finally have the chance

to update my blog. i want to change the skin but

don't have the chance. hmm.. nevermind. tmrw can

change it. well, finally my N level has ended and my

worries and stress about n level is gone. and now

my brain so free rite now that nothing is on my brain.

by saying that, i am not saying im stupid but free stress..

and now, i can't wait for my trip to bali... few more days

and then, im off .. hahahahahahaha....

but the sad thing is that i need to go school

since i want to go to sec 5. i will only come

tmrw then other days.. not sure. hahahahahahahahaha..

thats how lazy i want to go to school. shit, i really miss

hanging out with my friends all.. hmm....i wish to see

them tmrw.. really miss them a lot.. since im busy with my N and they

are busy with their Os.. so.. not much time was spent. hmmm..

just wanna wish u gd luck with ur Os.. hope u can do your best and succeed

in life.. see u guys anywhere.....

2008-09-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

haiz.. tmrw back to school again. no mood to school
seh. although my n level have not finish yet, i still don't
have the mood. haiya..n level have not finish but i feels
like it has finish. hmm... the good thing is that my ss and english
has finally finish and was really relief. the paper was quite tough too..
the comprehension question in english was damn confusing and i can't even
understand. the passage was easy for me to understand. hope that i pass my
english..maybe this will be the last post and will be back after my N so bye ppl..

2008-08-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

prelims really sucks man.. it getting tougher and
tougher. especially the poa paper. but the funny thing
is that only the maths paper 1 was very easy. it's like
doing the normal practice paper with simple sums and
simple questions. obviously it's not mr tan who set it.
if not, it will be a bit tough and confusing than the paper.
so, now im hoping that i really pass maths and for
other subjects, maybe a pass. hahaha and for physics..
no hope at all. hahaha i really hate physics. it is so
confusing and i just did it like that only. never
think properly. that's quite bad, isn't it...??

yea people im going Bali for four days!!
10 nov- 13 nov. hahaha. i am really looking
forward on going to bali cause it was first time
for me to go overseas by plane. it's Singapore
airline some more. i don't need a cash
payment! even the moe and the school
is paying for our trip. lucky us huh!!

tomorrow is my maths paper 2 and
mr tan say that it is very easy. i was
glad to hear the news and im really
hoping it will be true. then friday is
my F&N paper and poa paper 1!
need my brains to remember a lot
of things. hope my brains can
absorb everything. hahahaha.
and tomorrow is the picture
graduation and i kept thinking
how should i smile. with teeth or
without it?? hmm,. im dead!!

2008-08-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

woa.. my maths prelims is this monday and i can' t wait

for the paper to end so i can focus on the other papers. i don't why

whenever my maths paper is coming up, i will only focus on the maths and then

think about the other papers. maths can be really stress for me though. but that

is the subject that i like the most. surprise surprise, i pass my english prelim paper.

but not with fyling colours. i ONLY pass. and im sure u know what will be the marks

of my english pape. hmm... what a pity!!! i aim for a b3 and get.....haiz!!!

2008-08-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

hey guys. wassup. this post will be a long post man.

public concert

public concert was not that fun though but

but at least i have fun with my cousin and friends. the Indian dance really make

me high and i still remembered the song and some of the lyrics till now,

it was damn cool ah..first i sat with ira, zalieqa and mirah after the interval, i sat

with afiqah all. and im still being crazy with my friends. hahaha.. then we went to lot

1, MacDonald to ate mcspicy. damn it makes me have stomach ache. then drank coke

some more.

national day parade

the ndp was great and fantastic. i was quite nervous when

i went up to the stage to take the certificate. i kept on smiling

when saluting and receiving the certificate from Mr codeiro. he says some

words but i can't understand at all cause I'm too happy and was damn nervous and i had

to turn to the audience and nod at them. that was so embarrassed. then we had the sing a song

and we really sang like a crazy freak!!

then, we went to lot 1 and went to food culture to ate something but i ended up

ate the wrong food and have no mood to eat that food. then, we head off to yani's house to

watch hot chick. then by half of the story, afiqah and yani was already in a deep sleep.

hahahahahahaha. after that, we woke afiqah and yani and watched kuch kuch hota hai. hahahaha

i even remebered the songs and how it goes.. hahahahahahahha even the dialog! huahuahuahua.

then, we played this game called whatever happen next.( i guess so). im not that sure what is the

tittle of the game. it was damn funny. its more like a dare game. it was so funny!!

then, yesterday was the real national day parade. it was so great and marvellous. all the

the formation was nice and singing was cool and it makes me proud to be a Singaporean and

even wish that one day i will be involve in the real national day parade.

and now I'm at home nothing better to do. hmm.. k bye2 now...

2008-08-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

hey guys. I'm back again. hmm. a lot of things had and

gonna happen. my prelims has started last Wednesday. it was

quite hard though. especially reading and understanding the passage.

i wish that i will pass my English. hmm for ss.. well.. i got no comment at all.

no words to describe about it. just waiting for my result la., look how my

prelims will turn out. and tomorrow is my Malay paper while on Tuesday

onwards, there is no paper at all!! that's fantastic isn't it. i know the reason

why. cause public concert is on Thursday and national day is on Friday so

the teachers want us to relax and maybe have fun for while. yea.that's my reason.

maybe I'm right. so.. i still wondering how am i gonna wear my clothes on the

public concert. i have a dress but it's sleeveless so I'm not sure whether to wear

a long sleeve with it or without the long sleeve. hmm.. i have to find out myself

then.

iqah, aku nk blg kau yg kau is my bestest cousin ever and aku tak nak kau rase

sedeh atau marah kat aku. aku harap kite boleh selesai masalah kite dua ngan

baik dn cepat.

2008-07-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

This is my brother and today is his birthday.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY U, MY BRO.....
HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY, SWEET AND JOYFUL
LIFE AHEAD OF U!!
Although sometimes i fight with him but i still
care abt him. hehehehe. i even bought a cake
for him. its a blueberry cheese cake. hehehe
its not my money though but at least i bought for
him.. hehehehe. here's the cake that i bought for him..

hmm..tomorrow is a school day again.. haiz.. i have no
mood to go to school already!! haiyo.. nevermind lah...
guess what??
44 days to "N" level!!
well..gtg now.. bye!!!

2008-07-06T17:24:00.002+08:00

Just want to wish this sweet and funky girl
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ZAHIRAH!
hahahahahahahahaha...
yea. may u have HAPPY, SWEET life ahead of u.
ceh.. bdk tu da sixteen seh!! hahahha da leh tgk cite nc16!!
hahahah am i crazy or what??!!
hahahahahahaha..
watch out this Tuesday or Wednesday!!
I'm just gonna do the same thing that u did to me..
huahuahua..

i also want to wish Sabrinah of 4c a HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY,,
sori i don't have ur pic.. so I'm just going to wish you here.
may u succeed in your life and always be happy!!

then yesterday was the twin birthday, anak kak husna.
both of them are one year old. so happy belated one year
birthday. they look so cute when they sat beside each other.
I'm sure that when they grow up, they will be so hot! hehehhehehe!!
i took the pictures but i won't put it, cause I'm kinda lazy to upload
it. so happy birthday to them and hope that they will always have a
happy life ahead of them.
wow!! there's a lot of birthdays happening here!!
got to go now.. bye!!

2008-07-04T19:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back again! this is the first post for the month of July. haha
i know its a bit late but I'm busy, as always.. huahua. there's a
lot of thing i want to tell. so lets not waste time..

Wedding in Johor
My "kakak sedare" was married to a guy in Johor. yea i have my aunt
and her family living there. they get married last Saturday. obviously
i took some pics of my kakak sedare with her husband together with
the pelamin. so here goes the pics

isn't she pretty??

Don't they look so sweet together. :)
here's the pelamin

that's all the pics that i took.. i know its very little but my mum insisted
on going home and off to larkin. i bought a Malay novel. as usual. hehehe..then
inside my handbag had 4 bubblegum and i was damn lucky to get out of the
kastam and never get caught! hahahha. but the sad thing is that, doing
the stupid thumb print, i did it wrongly twice. first was going out from Singapore and
the second was the going in Singapore. seriously i hate it man, it was damn hard to do!
stupid thumbprint. i hope it will be spoil one day.

class decoration..
yesterday, we had to decorate the class as Mdm Jennifer was
sad about the boards in our class!! she asked us to walk around the
school and see some nice boards in other classes, it was so embarrassed and
i can't stop laughing and smiling when we stated to walk around..
but then, we really decorated the class and it was quite too. i also
too some pics. it was damn nice.

this is at the back. we used spray paint to the wording, it was so nice.

final picture with the hard girls and boys.
there's all for now..see u ltr!!

2008-06-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, my blog is getting boring. i seriously need

change it. hm.. even the songs. hahahaha. well, a lot of happen

these six days. there's one guy who wanted to know me

and his name was amin. he was from macpherson ite. his age

is 17. so 1 year older. the weird thinks is that i don't know

how his face looks like, how he get my number and from

who he get from. that question is still on my mind

these days. we still kept on sms-ing each other. he even knows

my nickname. lala. isn't that weird?? just hope that this is not

a prank. well, i happy these days. i always spending

my time with my friends, it was damn fun. yesterday

me, afiqah and raihanah went for bowling. it was damn fun.

we kept on disturbing each other by saying that the bowling

ball would go to the "longkang" we kept on shouting "longkang"

then, me and raihanah's mood was not happy when we went home

except for afiqah. she scored 100 over!! and our was like

only above 50. hmm... she was proud of herself. hahaha

before that me and afiqah wanted to spent time together. we

wanted to got lot one and eat mcspicy and off to my house

watch hindi movies. but then, suddenly, bowling was on our mind

so we decide to call raihanah and went off to bowling. it was kinda

embarrassing while playing bowling. this time we did not take pictures

cause we were not that high. so off to lot 1 macdonald's to accompany

raihanah eat. my mum gave me $50 to buy my prepaid card and i spent some

of the money for eating and playing bowling. huahuahua. gtg now.. waiting for

my tuition teacher to come or.. maybe she won't come.. hmm..

2008-06-14T21:51:00.003+08:00

halo halo.. don't know why i started to miss all
my friends especially with my delete gang. well,
it's been one week that i had not chat or talk with them.
hmm.. really miss them a lot. miss all the fun we
had when we were in school together. taking pictures and
more things we had done. hmm.. it's ok. two days to meet
them all.. and im sure we will really spent with each other.

now that my brother had went to KL yesterday and
coming back tomorrow, i can used the Internet anytime
i want. though i miss him but with no reason. so what's
wrong with me? is it that i don't love him as a brother or
what?? ya we always don't spent time together and sometimes
quarrel or he's busy with his friends. hmm.. so why i still miss him
and wonder what he's doing right now too. hmm..

but still i have other friends, superheroes, to cheer
me up. .. ya last monday, all of us came to my house and watch
a horror movie but only half way cause its already "mahgrib"
so we were uncomfortable to watch it til the end. but still we had
much fun. jovinson and me bought marshmallow and ate it
while watching it. hahaha.
and got to go now see ya maybe tomorrow again!!! :)

2008-06-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

gee.. the third week is coming up and that means
a holiday foo me seh!! this gonna be fun!! i will be
sleeping at home and really relax myself. hah...
I'm still sleepy right now. so damn tired of going to
school everyday. the best thing is that i had FINALLY
finished my N level coursework. i was damn happy when
i went back home from school last Friday.

i wish that i finished my n level that will be damn
fun. hahahahaha.. i would even cry i think. hahahah
in that case i may bring one box of tissue. huahuahua..
i want to go swimming!! i need to relax myself... so tired..
gtg now.. bye now.. see ya!!!

2008-06-06T09:21:00.001+08:00

hey hey.. I'm back again. i am in the comp lab 3 and
waiting for some students to come for f&N and mdm
jennifer said that we can surf the net and here i am
updating my blog. nyahak.. I'm bored la.. not sure
what to do now. hmm..i wanted to do something but
kinda of lazy to do it. so what the tut!! tsk tsk..
now I'm hungry. i need some food.. damn it.. hahaha
i think need to do my coursework la. bye now..
see ya!!

2008-06-04T18:25:00.002+08:00

yes lah!!! i finally finished my 'N' level practical. i was
damn happy man cause now i can relax and think about
other subjects. then, about the food, well.. i actually got
no comment ah. but then one or two dish was quite ok lah.
the taste was still there. These was the first i cooked the
dishes very calm and steadily. i was scared that i would
so kan-ciong and then the food will not turns out well.
sori that i don't have the picture now with me. tomorrow then
i will upload the picture and post it ok.

i was really tired right now. then, have to to school
again tomorrow. hmm.. i was planning to the whole day tomorrow
and really relax myself but then, mdm jennifer asked us to comeback
tomorrow and i was like why?? hahahaha never mind i have a
one week break. hahaha.....
after my practical, i met up with nabila, raihanah, and afiqah. raihanah
finally rebonded her fringe. it was really nice and pretty. her hair looks
like a barbie doll hair.. im so jealous.. nvm.. after n level !!

2008-05-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

yay!! finally June holidays has come. but the sad thing
is that i have to go back to school again for at least 3 weeks
hmm.. but at least I'm sure it's gonna be a lot of fun though..
i guess.... haha....

today there's no tuition so i went out to
see afiqah, raihanah, jovinson, and wee chuan. it was damn fun. i met
them at macdonalds and after that we started to walk
around lot 1. lot 1 has really change a lot!! from
a boring shopping centre to a fantastic shopping
centre. that's a lot of new shops and there this
Japanese food shop and we thought that it has already
open but actually not! hahaha.
Then we wen to popular as they wanted
to but some school things ans end up buying
the foolscap which in different colours. i just provide
them my popular card. haha..i wanted to buy the
foolscap that is in yellow colour but not enough
money. :'(
then me, afreecar and raihanah went home
we started singing a song that afreecar
create. it was lame and funny lah.. ahahahhaha

afiqah bag jeans,
bookmark with a furrr...
the whole school looking at herrrrr.
monday '0'level!
confirm failed,
B3 and be below low low low low...

hahaha you sing in with the tune of the
tittle name low..i don't know the singer..
hahahaha..
gtg now... bye!!!

2008-05-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

halo halo halo halo guys.. wassup man.. im so happy
these days and don't even know why. hahaha
maybe because i got a lot of new things. firstly i got
my new laptop then i got my new hp!! it is the sony
erricsson w910i. it was quite cool too.. hahaha but the keypad
was hard to press because its too flat. my result in my mid year is not
very satisfying. if i total up my best three subject, i would only get 12 points seh..
hmm....
hahahahaha. need to get at least 7 points... hmmm...
come on fadilah.. hahahhaha...
school holidays is around the corner but it would not be
a holiday to me. im so upset. but at least the 3rd week i could
rest a week.

bye now ppl!!!

2008-05-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

Mid year paper had ended and I had received my paper
for the past three days. it wasn't that good though and i
seriously need to buck up on my weaker subject. hm...
i so sad about the marks I'm getting for my subject and
thinking whether i could get to sec 5. hm.. so sad..
I'm sure that i will work hard for my N level. just wait!

today was really a tiring day. i went home damn late like
around 9 plus. it's because i wait for afiqah who had a meeting
and me, raihanah, jovinson and his two friends wait for afreecar
like 3 hours!! it was getting dark and there weird sound we heard
while waiting for afreecar. it wasn't that scary though. then went home
straight cause I'm too tired already.

i seriously can't wait for the trip tomorrow. it will be damn fun
and obviously i will take a lot of pictures with my delete and my classmates!!
can't wait!! :D
see ya tomorrow with all the pics!! :P

2008-05-07T15:19:00.002+08:00

today was the last paper!! and it was quite easy lah..
but then, tomorrow i have both malay and english oral
im not sure whether i ca pass but at least pass lah ehk

hmm... i miss spending time with superheroes..
i will always be busy with exams and they are also
busy with their school days and exams. hmm..
and even right now, afiqah is sick and
i had to go to school alone.
hmm..so bored..
well got to go now.. i need to do my f&N coursework...
bye..

2008-05-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

hey guys. now is like 12.50 now. ans im still not

sleepy yet! that is the funny thing

im always asleep by now. but my

eyes won't close so i end up online

with raihanah. it was so funny. my mum and

dad is still sleeping. so I'm the only one

who is awake. raihanah start to

pay some games in the msn and then

we video calling each as both of

us has webcam. it is so cool and

damn funny lah. we were talking and

talking in the msn not typing!!

it is so like what the.. then i have to wait for

afiqah and raihanah to online. mm..

so bored. come on guys I'm getting bored here!!

they seriously need to hurry up before

i feel sleepy and go to sleep.

thats all I'm gonna say.. bye then.

2008-05-02T20:25:00.002+08:00

today's paper was the Malay paper. it was quite
easy lah for both the paper 1 and 2. even the formal
letter was easy to do and i have a lot idea about it.
it was that easy lah except for the "peribahasa" part.
it was so hard until i could not know which alphabet to choose.
and i had few minutes left. then zahirah, jovinson and i wait
for the express students to finish their chemistry paper.
then we went o lot 1 o ate something and walked around the
lot one. lot one is becoming like causeway seh. its getting bigger
and bigger. then after that raihanah,afiqah and me were asking
stupid question to each other and we even say at place where
we usually study together. we kept on laughing and laughing on the
lame question that we asked each other. seriously its lame. at about 5 .35
we went home. ad my mum wanted to go out and eat. but i was just to
tired to go out end up m,y mum nagged at me for not following my
mum and dad to lot1 to eat again! I'm so full sey. then i just stayed
home and watched friends as usual lah.
luckily my mum was still ok went she get home.
wacthing cinta fitri.
gtg now.. bye!!

2008-04-30T19:35:00.003+08:00

exams are like the worst thing ever.
seriouly. i wish that i could ask the ministry
to stop exams and only do a test. that will be damn
great!! mid year was damn hard lah.. especially for
geog and physics. it like hell and even worse, we
had our exams in the hall and it was very hot.
SS and the maths paper was quite k lah. but for
English.., hmmph... i have no comment about it.
it like hard, confusing and weird.
then tougher papers like poa and maths paper2 is
coming up next week and I'm struggling right
now. I'm not sure whether i could pass the
important subject. i studied SS damn hard lah
and my hard work paid off. i could o the essay except
for the SBQ. i just do the question like that only.without
thinking twice. help me lah..

yeah.. tomorrow is a holiday and i can wake up late in the
morning.
bye then...

2008-04-26T11:48:00.002+08:00

wassup guys. I'm so damn free today as my tuition was postpone
because of some reason. and I'm not feeling quite well too. so can really
rest and maybe sleep.
two days to mid year seh.. and i have to really pass
my subject if not.. hmph..
and on the Wednesday is a bad day, i get scolded from
mr aidil because i was late for his class. luckily i am not the only
on. of course I'm late with my delete gangs. at least i have a valid reason
why i was late. my skirt was torn ok. and mr aidil make me cry for the
first time. that was unbelievable. seriously. no teacher make me cry
throughout this year. that was like. wth.. he even took my badge lah..
and until now je still holding on to it and he say that he need time to think
whether i deserve it or not. i hope that he will not tell mr indra about it.
there's a lot of stories to share. later guys...
byebye

2008-04-12T10:29:00.003+08:00

so long never update my blog. ha ha. just not in the mood of

updating my blog and there's a lot of thing to say about.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY AFIQAH!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AFIQAH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU......!!!

A SONG FROM UR SWEET COUSIN FADILAH :)

wish u a happy life ahead!!!

cehh that girl is already sixteen sehh!!!!

and no more making the cute voices again.hahahahaha no MORE

being baby!! hahahahaha just joking girl. u can do whatever you want!!

just for today only lah.. hahahahaha

just can't wait to surprise you later!! hahahahahaha

hey people one more surprise.. i had just bought my laptop..

and I'm using it now!! it's quite weird though!! hahahahahaha

bye people.. gtg.. busy lah

2008-04-03T21:28:00.003+08:00

was-up guys.. haha well, I'm quite free right now so that's
why i started to update my blog. actually i got a lot of other things
to do right now but i'm not in the mood of doing it and i have to pass it up
by tomorrow!! see how lazy i am. teachers always thought that i hard working
well, I'm not. ha ha just don't tell any teachers about my laziness. i can be lazy as
pig and maybe just sleep. don't want to do anything even my homework!!
haiz!! fadilah fadilah!! how lazy can i be? haiyo!!

well, on the 1st April was my mum's birthday and
it was the April fool's day! luckily no one has fooled
me this year. yesterday was quite a boring day but
today was a busy day ever. i had my practical practice
for my N'level practical and i cooked egg tart it turns out
quite well lah.. but the problem was i took a long time to
cook it. it's because of the stupid dough!! i make it for like
half an hour. it's not that I'm slow in cooking
it's just that the mixture that i used was spoilt!! and i have to redo
back again!!! so fed-up man!! and guess what, after i had cooked it, then
mdm jennifer told me that i can make the dough at home and
bring it to school!!
gtg now people. a lot of things need to be done..
bye!!!!

2008-03-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

Hey hey! so bored and sleepy for these past these few days. Last Sunday, my superheroes gang celebrated my birthday at vivo. We took some pics. Sorry guys I won't be putting picture down. They sabo me and wen kang. they buy quite a big chocolate cake that cost $45 just for me and wen kang. OMG! I was like... erm... i told them not to buy so expensive. Nvm... When it is Afiqah’s birthday, the cake will be twice bigger than my cake. It’s a promise man. Then Monday was just an ordinary day. But Tuesday was not an ordinary day! I was sabo-ed by my class!!
They pinched and boxed me on my left and right hand side. It was swollen but not that obvious. My right hand was the worst. For two days the pain have not heal yet. Now, it is quite ok. Then Wednesday, I got sabo-ed from the st John members. (Seniors and juniors!!) i was dragged down the stairs by zalieqa. My butt was painful ok!! My shoes and socks were also was stolen from them and i have to find them. It’s like treasure hunt!! I kept shouting "kasut!!!!" hahaha... finally they gave me back… Then Thursday my class got our new class t-shirt. It was quite nice and somehow the vendor did not follow the some of the pattern that we want. Stupid vendor. Then Friday was the caring day!! It was fun plus tiring. We went block 13 and 14. And there a lot of dog's barking every time we were about to go to someone's house. There’s one house where the dog kept barking although we did not go to that house. It was so irritating. I even shout "what lah... u stupid dog!! Woof!!”
And today... hmmm... i don't know what to say!! Today was the stupid Flag Day!! And guess what?I’m the only sec 4 there. I should have not gone to the Flag Day lah... I’m so tired!! And i even get headache. I went home and automatically sleep she’s tired!!

2008-03-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

wokae!!! it's been a long time that i never update my
blog. sorry about that for people who kept tagging and
asking to update my blog. well, I'm quite busy these days
with all my F&N coursework and my home works. i just can't
wait to get out of teck whye sec! luckily today was a holiday
and i could update my blog. guess what?? in 4 days time.
i will be 16 and it means that on 25 March 2008 (Tuesday)
is my Birthday!!
yay! and I'm sure that i am going to be wet on that day.
just don't forget to wish me on that day!! hahaha!
just joking. :P . i seriously can wait for my present from
my mum. and I'm so confident that i am going to like and
use it every time. and I'm sure that u guys think that it will be
a hand phone but it's not. D
my tuition starts tomorrow and i wish that my tuition teacher
is good one and not a bad one.

that's all for today!! bye people!!

2008-02-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

wassup guys. i had done and just received some of my CA1 paper. and well..i did not do well this time. although i was really hoping to get a great marks. the good thing is i pass my chemistry, social studies and maths. but for English..well.. border line.. just pass. i was so damn not happy with it. and for the first time, my class make ms Ang cried!! she really can't take it. i pity her for teaching our class and we still need her though.. my class really can't cooperate with her. we will always make noise whenever she was teaching us or going through some English works. so sad.. when she started to cry..i was so damn surprise and i was about to cry. but the sad thing is my tears did not even came out. i seriously don't know what to say anymore. my class is like the worst class!! i just hope that she won't cry again tomorrow. if not..... haiz...

tomorrow the new sec 1 members will be coming to SJAB. and we had planned a welcome party. just wished that it will turns out quite well. well, that all for today.. goodbye now!!!

2008-02-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

wow!! u guys.. i am so damn tired right now.. i have
JUST finished my researched on my coursework. i am so

tired. and i really want to thanks ashiqin for saving me man..

if not i wll be dead because my printer has no ink any more!!
haiz..have to wait for my mum to but the printer ink.. i wonder
when will it be.. hmm.. and guess what.. my computer spoilt for a
days or maybe week.. ya.. iits spoilt again but thsi time im the
one who repair it.. hahahahah seriously!! its not a joke..
i just remembered what th repair man said show me and i
try my luck and tada!!! my comp is fixed by me!!
isn't it cool... hahahhaha..
i was jumping around when i finally fixed it..

so busy these days..
on saturday was the I&E carnival..
and it was fun with the 4C dunk tang (don't know how to spell It)
and me.. well., i help to sell the tickets and we made money about 2000 plus..
quite a lot man.. i wished have a lot of money and just spent it..
don't even care about other things!!
well people.. tomorrow is just another day of school and
same thing will happen to me..!! bye!!!

2008-02-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

halo halo halo halo halo!!!
seriously im bored right now..
in the comp lab 2 doing nothing obviously!!
waiting for malar and everyone in the lab
is like using the internet to check on something
and not doing the coursework. just like me.
i wish i could just get out of this comp lab
and im so lonely here.. zalieqa and zahirah is not
in the lab.. zahirah is absent and zalieqa has to go home
early.. like what the!!!?? why i do i have to be in this
lab and it is very hot becuase the air con is not on..
the stupid controller is missing!!
so damn sleepy right now.. seriously!!
can't stand waiting for malar
im like the only malay girl here .
eh sori im not.. anita is at the lab too..

i hate waiting for someone and its already
1.30 right now!! where are youn lahh malar
i hope she would sent me back home!!!!
sori for the spelling errors :)

2008-02-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

i fell in love with mr cai, mr cai....
nyahak.. seriously!! he is so damn hot..
and even cute!! i know im crazy and
becoming like afiqah.. but i try not to ok..
hahahahhaha sori afiqah...

well, this whole week is a sucker week..
so many homeworks and miss ang prefer
to call it as homejoy! but for me.. it will
homestress!! and my PE lesson is every
monday for both odd and even week..
that is so irriting and we always
get scolded for mr aidil because we
are late for his PE lesson or we
did not change to school uniform..
we will get lucture from him at chemisry
lesson and i could just wish to ask him to shut up
and continue the lesson.

if u guys want to go to the library right, you must really
be courtesy to the librarian. if you are not courtesy, she will
lecture you for a long time.. my friend called her auntie and scold him.
and she ask the other librarian whether our school has value added..
and also said that our students are very bad and more lah..
i wish that i could just give her a tight slap on her face. damn you..
and i won't go to the library just to see her face..

k fine.. let go my angry time.. and lets have fun time
with SUPERHEROES l;ater on.. that''s so going to much
more fun and crazier!!
we planned on going to sentosa and vivo after that to pasar malam!!!
we will be having fun and of course taking some pictures
can' wait for that to happen!!
gtg fo now people.. need to bath and siap siap..
see u later superheroes!! byebye!!

2008-01-31T09:54:00.000+08:00

chap buay lah people.. well, to stress thinking about the
F&n courework. i could not take it man. mdm jennifer wants me
to get A1 while i aim to get A2.. WTF!! damn lah...

hahahhahahaha... im at comp lab 1 doing the coursework..and
guess what.. mdm jennifer is at lab too.. hahahha.. so she can't see
my comp... hahahaha too bad.. bye now.. gtg!! bye..

2008-01-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

halo people. k i know it been one week past or not..
for me not updating the blog. sorry ah.. I'm just so damn busy
until i don't have the time for me to update my blog..
and my blog is giving me headache!! why must it be jammed when
i tried entering my blog.. haiyo.. raihanah says it's because
of my songs.. yeah.. i think she's right. and i will have to delete
my song and use other type of songs.. hmm..

i hardly can't wait for 3 Feb as it is the day where th superheroes
will spent together and be crazy at sentosa.. i can't even stop
thinking about it.. so damn happy!! shit.. i really need to buy
some clothes to go to sentosa.. damn!!

past two days were ainn's birthday and my father birthday..
wish them happy birthday!!!!
and out of the sudden my brother bought a cake for
my father and i wonder will he buy a cake for me when
it is my birthday?!! hope so.. nyahak!!

jee.. my poa test i think i fail.. caused i don't understand
how to do.. and i suck at it..!!
bye now...

2008-01-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

wei, people!! yesturday was the st john training and asual the
seniors had some alone training.. we were parctising for our
staff sergeant or sergeant course. i was damn scared lah.. cause..
erm.. i kind of failed the advance course so i really need to practice on
commnding the commands and the first aid. and the course is on 19 january
and it next saturday. hmm... wish me luck people..

after the st john trainings, we took some pics together with kang kang a.k.a
wen kang.. here the pics go...!!
introducing the six of us!!

firstly, the so "rajin" girl, RAIHANAH!!!

secondly, the tall guy, WEN KANG!!!

thirdly, the girl with no legs, HARIANI!!!

forthly, the crazy jumping guy, JOVINSON!!!

fifthly, the girl who loves her bestfriends, AFIQAH!!

lastly, the "unbelieveable" girl, me!!!! a.k.a FADILAH!!!

now lets see the crazy jumping guys and girls!!

the BONUS PICS

here are some pics that i left on my previous blogging

after that i quickly get home and change back to my school uniform because
i need to go back to concord primary to take my bursary and guess what, i
saw a lot of teck whyeans around me.. i even saw farah and afifah!! and some
old friends.. and on the way back home.. i kept wondering, what should i do..
with the bursary money?? if u guys have the money.. whay will u guys do with it??

sori for the wrong spelling!! :D

2008-01-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

first and for most, happy belated new year..ya i know that
its a little bit late.

to my sucker. HAPPY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY!!! too bad that
i did NOT sabo u just now.. but.. just wait...i will have my revenge back!!
and also happy belated to aidah.. sori.. its a bit late.. hahahaha well, her birthday
was yesterday..

wow.. only second day of school already a lot of things to bring
and things to remember.. and the teachers its like lecturing
us and i was so sleeping at that time.. i was about to close my
eyes every min! luckily the teachers didn't caught me sleeping.

yesterday was the first day of school we took some pics with
anah, fiqah and jovinson. that was so fun.. me, anah and fiqah kept
laughing and laughing until the chocolate in my mouth kinda..
erm.. u know like come out and it drop on the pamphlet paper!!
that was shameful seh. luckily only fiqah and anah saw it..

here are some pics taken after doing the stupid stapling the pamphlet!!

doesn't they look like an alien??

sweet smiles!!

another look-like alien crazy 2

look how hardworking i am...i wonder why my mouth is like that?!

afiqah so damn focus on her lame work!! hahahahaha
looking cute??

my face!!! :0 omg!!!

nice pics?? guess not....
well, the sec 1 orientation camp is tomorrow!!
need a lot of things to do!!!
go go!!

2007-12-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

hey guys! I'm back again.. hmm.. today is the new
years eve!! and I'm still at home admiring my new shoe..
cause it is so white!! and like spending all the vouchers on
the shoe and some stationery.. actually i only bought pens
and liquid paper.. i really like the new skirt cause it is
automatically short!! i tried wearing it just now and WOW!!
the skirt is quite short then my old skirt! gee.. i really must buy
this skirt two more..

in two days time, the school starts and I'm not finished my coursework
and holiday homework.. and i only done physics homework.. I'm so the damn
lazy. fadilah... fadilah.. so bad... i will surely get one good scolding from malar
for not finishing the coursework.. haiya!!!

yesterday's onepeoplesg was so fun plus tiring.. i get to know lots of
people from afiqah's camp members... they are so friendly and so cool..
there is also a suai ke means hot guy.. he's quite hot and he is from Philippine
and his name ray,.. and he so damn strange... he can do the puzzle cubic very fast
and when i looked the way he is doing it i was like OMG!!! like in just 1 min
he can solve the puzzle cubic.. he such a strange hot guy!!

so bored right now.. and i can't wait to go wild wild wet tomorrow..
well, this is my first time going to wild wild wet!!
afiqah have 4 free tickets to wild wild wet.. and
i was like woa... cause her mum bought it for her..
i really wonder why her mum bought her.. hmm..??
hahahahahahahahaha
if my mum was like that i will like so damn surprise cause
my mum will always like never let me to swimming pool
without any parents.. and don't know how am i gonna
tell my mum about it.. hmm... pls god!!! hope that
my mum's mood is ok. and she will let me go to
wild wild wet..

2007-12-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

arghh!! my two legs are still in pain!!
because of st john and its been a long
time that i did not do the foot drills!
so damn pain!.. but yesterday st john's
training was quite fun. We learned some
new commands from Alfred sir.. we learned
the proper way of slow marching and more lah..
i forget what is the name of some new commands
but there's one command where we will have to
march diagonally. it so weird. we were like laughing to
ourselves when we tried doing it. then, after that we off to
taking over the sec 2s.

wow!!1 now even zalieqa and Zahirah are addicted to long john!!
hahahaha.. they would always asked me whether I'm not "jelak" eating
long john.. and now they are the ones who is addicted to long john.
actually today I'm suppose to get a new sim card but because of my
laziness to get up in the morning, i will have to wait for tomorrow.
hmmm...

and ya, yesterday was also the sec 1 registration day..
i took 1B class for the registration only
just like last time when my badged was the new
councillors. hahaha.. we really do nothing much there just get
introduced the sec 1s.. their names are so hard to pronounce..

damn.. this Monday have to go back to school again for a
councillor meeting! hmm...

2007-12-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. I'm here to update. I'm really not in the mood
of updating my blog everyday. well, tomorrow is the sec 1
registration and i really wonder what kind of students are
gonna be there. im suppose to be there to.. and its been quite a
long time for me to be the class leader cause my position for this
year camp is asst. game ic and next year would be game IC. im really\
that scared cause i really don't want anything bad happen just like this
year camp and i hope that next year camp would be a blast.

next week is the last week of school holiday..
hmm.. i really have not done my homework yet.
ya i know. I'm like lazy pig rotting at home..
hahahahha

well. there nothing to say much here and my adek sedare
kept wanting to play computer games.. hmm.. so kpo...
hahahha
just joking..

2007-12-14T15:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. I'm back again. and this time my comp is
really fixed ok.. actually i thought of changing my
blog skin but none of them look mice to me. i decided
just to change the songs instead of the changing my
blog skins hmm.. i reallly feeling tired today.. then later
i got jemputan at a hotel. and i don't even know who is the
on marrying today. hmm.. im so lazy to go for the jemputan but
still no choice can't avoid from going to that jemputan.
i really like the song of my blog. its nice and it makes me
want to dance all the way and the music video has a lot of
dancing here and there.. it's so cool seh..
k maybe this post will be short....
bye people

2007-11-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so so so so sorry to you guys.. really guys..
please don't ask me why i'm not updating my blog.
it's because of my stupid old computer lah. haiyo.
last minute break down.-_-
and afiqah i know that you are back ok. it's just that
my comp is giving me a very irritating problem. my
mum just repaired it like erm... i think quite a long time
ago ah.. then suddenly, the problem in the computer is back!! hah!!!

actually i'm at afiqah house right now.. just only both of
us are here at her house. and we are like one crazy freak.
we open some songs and we dance like we were in the disco.
i think if we are in the disco people will like look at us in a very
weird way. because we were dancing so crazy and shouting to
the neighbours and even outside the window. actually that will be me
shouting outside the window. i didn't shout actually i was SCREAMING!
that was fun man. then too tired to dance.REALLY!! we danced like we
were exercising and we can even lose all the fast inside our body just by
dancing crazily and very weirdly and right now.. afiqah is like vacuuming
her house right now.. then watch the most stupid and disgusting show ever
*i want a famous face*
hahahhahaha..

hmm.. i better go home right now.. it's about going to ten o'clock.
scared later my mum will scold me.. hmm... maybe not..

i think next week then i will update again..bye!!

2007-11-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

afiqah is back, afiqah is back, afiqah is back..
hahhaha. i know its lame. but its like 4 days seh..
and I'm so bored for 4 days.. didn't go to school and
then people never take me out.. hmm. but now afiqah is
back.. maybe it will lighten my mood or maybe day..
ya.. tomorrow i will be going to school to have English lesson
and after that have a meeting on sec 1 orientation camp. and also
i need some resources from afiqah about some games to be played at
camp. hmm.. I'm still think on what games to play.. oh.. help me man..
and my brain is being switch off for for four days. and now i need to switch
it on back...come on brain.. switch on.. no more laziness coming to me..

i kept playing games at playfirst.. i know.. its childish.. but its fun to
play ok.. so damn fun sia.. hmm.. and im still searching games at playfirst..
and i kept playing my computer..just because my brother goes to work
every morning and coem back at night.. so ape lagi..
conquer the computer lah.. hahahahaha..

2007-11-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

yes lah!!! one more day and afiqah will be BACK..
we all miss her a lot.. hmm.. i wonder what is she
doing now.. and I'm sure that she also can't wait to
see us all. and ya.. raihanah and i plan a surprise for her..
a welcome back surprise! anyone care to joint??
hahaha...
can't wait for afiqah to come back from her camp

these days I'm so addicted to playfirst games..
it was so fun playing online games for FREE..
hahaha.. of course its fun.. its for free man..
and all thanks to afiqah who introduced it to me..
it so fun.. i can't wait to tell afiqah about it...

actually I'm quite bored these days..nothing better
to than playing online games alone.

2007-11-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

oh gosh!!!! I'm really gonna miss afiqah the most as
she is my mostbest cousin ever.. why???WHY??
why must she go..can't she just stay here.. and
not go to the camp..and the camp also sounds boring.
and ya.. this is for the first time i am not going with her
to the camp.
oh no!!! help me... how am i gonna smile or laugh when
afiqah is not around!!!! how gosh.. i really can't take man..
uwek... uwek.. uwek....why am i not even chose to go to the
camp with her.. oh.. how sad is this really gonna be..
i wish that she will come SAFELY AND HEALTHILY.
oh god.. please make sure that she will be okay in all her
days in her camp and make sure that nothing bad will happen
to her.. i really don't want anything to happen to her..
oh my.. i really feel like starting to cry now.. kk stop fadilah..
control yourself

fuuh!!! relax.. breath in.. breath out.. breath in breath out..
k im chill now.
hmm.. i think by looking at me and iqah pictures will
relax me down..
COME BACK AFIQAH..
i will be missing you a lot

hugging is what we do... :)

2007-11-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

arrghh!!! my brother is so damn irritating man..
he kept asking me to buy for him food at the seven
eleven stores.. and if i don't buy for him.. he will keep
asking and asking and asking!! it was irritating. i wish i could
slap him just now.. but.. he's more stronger than me!
hmph!! i wish i was born before him so that i could
slap him or even scold him! thats will be more fun seh..
haiz.. how bad is it to be a small sister when your big brother
love to bully a lot of times?!

i really need your help guys...
i need some games to be played at
the sec 1 orientation camp.. and
the old games sounds quite boring
and i only have some new games
to be played.. oh help me guys!!!!