i hate my stupid fucking life.... hate everything that involves in my life..
i want my old life back.. where every single day i felt happy and cheerful..
but now.. it gets worse and worse..

woohoo!!!!
so long nvr update..
gd job girl.. what a lazy pig i am..
just not in the mood to update my blog..
maybe no one cared.. shall i delete this lame blog??
oh not...

actually now, i am not sure what should i talk about..
myself??
well, nothing weird happen to me..
my studies???
oh ya.. next week is mid year and i am not that ready..
i shall die in this mid year exam.
guess what mdm lim said??
i am one of the potential failures and i have to prove her wrong.
and if i fail the english exam in this mid year exam, i have to come for remedial
in june. im "so" motivated..
oh well, i still have to prove to her that i am not in the potential failures.
that's quite sad though.

All my friends now are busy with their own life and with
their other friends. I sometimes felt that i was the only left behind..
they had "move on" with their life and had fun with their other friends...
i wish i could move on but.. hmm...
actually, i should not feel this way! it is wrong to feel this way.
so my friends, don't feel offended by my words.
i don't really mean that u guys left me or like ignored me.
just a feeling inside me so just ignored it k guys.
i am sure that this feeling will slowly go away...
so i hope that all my friends out there have great fun time
with life and friends.. and i also hope that i will too...

Labels: PEACE

k firstly a happy long belated birthday to me.. ya its long...
but still, can just wish it here.. on my birthday, i was sabo-ed..
as always... not from any frens.. but my juniors.. they are really
sweet though...they remembered although i wished they didn't..
last, last friday.. my frens ieqa, irah and mirah sabo me outside
after meeting ira.. they planned out to sabo me..
here's their plan..
ira will like pretend to ask me to follow her to polyclinic then..
i stupidly agree and met her at block 5.. then we walked to poly via the block
and boom!! they splash the cold water directly at me.. i was like,, a bit shock,,
i had a pretty idea that they will sabo me but not like this way
then the next wed, which is last wed, i was sabo-ed again from my juniors,
i run away to the 4th floor at first then slowly came back to st john room cause i
left my bag and hp in there.. so like it was a waste time of running away..
so ended up wet from top to bottom. it was pretty embarrassing though..
then somemore a suay day that day.. i did not bring my housekey so
i was stuck outside my house for 1hr until my parents finally reached home..
lesson was to be learned here... do not always think that u have the key..
must always check and make sure that the key is really with u..
i shall remember that for the rest of my life...

hmm.. had my f&n practical o level exam yesterday.. it was really tiring
but still i produce a good result though.. so it turns out well,, thanks to
the sec 3 juniors, shahirah and sharifah for helping me last minute
since i have lost my helpers..they really did a good job in cleaning and
washing the utensils.. should belanja at least.. or buy them something
as sign of thank u from me.. hehe..

i find out that one of my classmate, shi qi has gone to ite.
i hope she is happy there... she's going ite Clementi taking
tourism course... i hope she pass.. and get what she want..
since she say that she can't cope in doing o levels..see u around girl..